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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby Ghost_the_Crow » Tue May 29, 2018 2:33 am

wolfstardobe wrote:That moment when depression just hits you like a ton of bricks out of no where.

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I want a cuddle and a person to cuddle with.



I feel you...
Except I‘m not really depressed but the cuddle part.

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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby reine » Tue May 29, 2018 10:27 am

My upper endoscopy got rescheduled because I reacted really badly to the lidocaine last time, and I just got a letter saying that my new appointment is in 2 weeks.

I don't want to get it done without anesthetic because I have a bad gag reflex and a terrible, crippling phobia of being sick to my stomach, but the lidocaine had me dizzy and dry heaving earlier (in addition to other effects). The hospital staff- particularly the GI specialist- didn't believe me and kept saying "it's just nerves" or "you're just hungry", even though I was 100% fine beforehand. :unamused: Like, no, I am well aware of what my anxiety and hunger nausea feel like, and they don't make me gag and dry heave. My anxiety and hunger also don't make me delirious like this stuff does.

Idk if there are other numbing agents they can use, but I've reacted poorly to lidocaine ever since I was a kid (didn't know the name of it until last month)... I don't think they'll believe me if I tell them that, though.

Maybe I can get them to put me under general anesthetic instead. Had to do that for my wisdom teeth, since I had a very traumatic experience getting teeth pulled as a kid.
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby Vampire Kat » Wed May 30, 2018 7:44 pm

What happened to the "clean pics of yourself" thread? Did it get deleted or archived?
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby Ghost_the_Crow » Wed May 30, 2018 8:39 pm

Vampire Kat wrote:What happened to the "clean pics of yourself" thread? Did it get deleted or archived?


Was wondering about that too some time ago.
Seems like it did...
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby little-mythgital » Thu May 31, 2018 1:02 am

Having one of those days where I don't want to function, woman is irritated that I'm not coming to therapy, had to cancel the last one because my mum's back was bad. Well not my fault my entire body decides it's a nope day.
She drags the sessions out for very long and I lose my patience, it's a long trip because she won't come to the more nearer place. I could go on.

Another stressful thing is that, I have my nan coming round next week. Well my aunt is coming also, I think I heard that she may be bringing her grandkids...
I do not get on well with children and now I have to see about a confirmation cause I will have to put everything away because they will be touching everything, especially how one of them is spoilt. Actually, the mention of the spoilt one reminds me how he tried to take my Breyer horses when I brought them to show my nan, aunt and uncle. Lucky enough he didn't threw a tantrum with them. :doh:
I think I have more concern with my displays, if they ever snuck upstairs and my bird, don't want them screaming around my bird.
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby thesharkwhisperer » Thu May 31, 2018 9:32 am

Oh damn my rewards from a Kickstarter from 2 years ago shipped today :bugeyed: damn it's been so long I cannot wait !
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby wolfstardobe » Thu May 31, 2018 11:07 pm

My sibling wants me to visit them in a few weeks and a very spur of the moment type of thing. It would take flying to a state that I’ve never been to before. We’ll see if things pan out .
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby BiosBits » Sat Jun 02, 2018 8:57 am

I got a Job at Malco theater! I was worried I would have trouble getting a job again.
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby Tallon » Sun Jun 03, 2018 12:21 am

Just returned from vacation to my homeland. My friends flew in to meet me halfway through and saved me extended exposure to family drama (and there is always lots). In the end, I can say it was nice to show my friends around my old stomping grounds, as I got to see theirs at their wedding some years ago. The thing is, even in the most cramped hotel room we shared, we did not get on each others' nerves at all. Good god, it feels good to have great friends again.
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby wolfstardobe » Sun Jun 03, 2018 10:11 pm

5 weeks out from surgery and I finally got a 2 mile hike in. I missed this feeling! Gotta get my stamina back up.
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby little-mythgital » Mon Jun 04, 2018 12:26 am

I might as well be talking to a wall at this point, mentioned numerous times that I have FedEx coming Monday, now today I have it out for delivery. My mum said about going out but I said I have FedEx coming. "Oh you didn't say before" (Insert me internally screaming)
I know I am a crazy person but I do say important stuff. Even last night I was talking to mum about these Skaven horns I am making and trying to work out ways on covering the foam base, how the base is all roughly cut and noticed a flaw where a chunk is missing. She just kept joking around with me.
Lucky to have a costume maker I can talk to for tips and tricks on making things but I can't get into contact at the moment...
All the tutorials I keep finding is more related EVA foam or that expanding foam. No I want ways of working from a horn base cut out of upholstery foam... well only had that foam to work with, it's been in the craft room for ages now and I wanted it gone so made the Skaven horns for my costume. Might have to work with something else but now I have these random horns and buying them is a bit pricey.
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby Jasmine » Mon Jun 04, 2018 2:24 pm

My dehydrator should be arriving later today! Gonna try our hands at making jerky.

Tbh, I've never eaten jerky before- the smell from just opening a bag of it has always seemed a little off to me, even though I really like the concept of it. Mr. Jasmine really likes it though, so this is an adventure in making him more affordable snacks and hopefully I can find a recipe that I like. It'll be nice to have an easy snack on hand that isn't just carbs and sugar, while also being something other than vegetables :stick:

I think I'm going to try this recipe first, for fajita inspired jerky. :nomnom:

Edit: Damn it UPS, I saw you park and then drive off with my package! Don't 'attempt was made' me, you didn't even try! :misc5:
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby Ghost_the_Crow » Tue Jun 05, 2018 9:41 am

It has almost been two months since I ordered my cat ears, meanwhile they were „out of stock“ and the product name got changed.

I know it can take some time but there is this creeping anxiety that it will get lost either between other orders or because it got renamed
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby katze » Tue Jun 05, 2018 9:53 am

Ghost_the_Crow wrote:It has almost been two months since I ordered my cat ears, meanwhile they were „out of stock“ and the product name got changed.

I know it can take some time but there is this creeping anxiety that it will get lost either between other orders or because it got renamed


I warned you they take SO LONG to ship out haha :( It took like 3 months to get one of my orders from them.
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby Ghost_the_Crow » Tue Jun 05, 2018 10:56 am

katze wrote:
Ghost_the_Crow wrote:It has almost been two months since I ordered my cat ears, meanwhile they were „out of stock“ and the product name got changed.

I know it can take some time but there is this creeping anxiety that it will get lost either between other orders or because it got renamed


I warned you they take SO LONG to ship out haha :( It took like 3 months to get one of my orders from them.


I‘m not in hurry though ^^
But I really hope there won’t be any problems, other than that the wait isn’t really an issue.
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby Tallon » Wed Jun 06, 2018 1:58 am

When is it too much?

I ask this because I'm in a bind about my alcohol use. When my son is awake and active, I'm sober. But as soon as he's asleep, I hit the bottle, often hard. I could tell you a thousand reasons why, but in the end isn't it a problem? I don't know where to draw the line, especially once I start feeling good... which means I'm feeling something. And I want to feel.
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby wolfstardobe » Wed Jun 06, 2018 3:50 am

I haven’t felt this depressed in almost a year other than a few bouts around my period. Insomnia is setting in and so is a bit of SI. My therapist says it’s all my life changes catching up to me. I hate this so bad. Ugh...
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby Tallon » Wed Jun 06, 2018 3:57 am

wolfstardobe wrote:I haven’t felt this depressed in almost a year other than a few bouts around my period. Insomnia is setting in and so is a bit of SI. My therapist says it’s all my life changes catching up to me. I hate this so bad. Ugh...


It could be life changes. I don't know your entire situation, but I know that mine requires 3x the medication than it used to. And even then it doesn't solve any problems save make me complacent. Meanwhile, my brain is screaming to be let out. I feel you.
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby Jasmine » Wed Jun 06, 2018 11:32 am

Finally got my dehydrator and have my first ever batch of jerky going! The kitchen smells amazing :nomnom:

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Tallon wrote:When is it too much?

I ask this because I'm in a bind about my alcohol use. When my son is awake and active, I'm sober. But as soon as he's asleep, I hit the bottle, often hard. I could tell you a thousand reasons why, but in the end isn't it a problem? I don't know where to draw the line, especially once I start feeling good... which means I'm feeling something. And I want to feel.


Are you drinking hard every night? To the point where you can't sleep without it?

It sounds like you're self medicating with alcohol, which can definitely be a slippery slope. And mixing it with other medication-

Tallon wrote:...but I know that mine requires 3x the medication than it used to...


-is definitely a bad idea. Not to be your mom, but you really ought to talk to your doctor if your meds are causing bad side effects- you don't have to live with only one choice of whatever, there should be options. And you shouldn't be mixing medication with alcohol!

I only say this out of concern, not to be nasty and mean :misc6:
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Re: What's on your mind?

Postby KnotyDes » Wed Jun 06, 2018 12:27 pm

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