The Sessions Lounge~

[AustinFetish]

Anatomy just is what it is, there's no getting around it really. The vagina does expand when we are turned on a little, which I am assuming was what you were talking about with "relaxing," but it has nothing to do with relaxing and more to do with being in the mood. Rainbow Dasher is 100% that we're born with what we have, no different than a guy's member size.

Its really hard to answer your question AustinFetish, because for me, it is so dependent on how my mind feels about it. Today obviously I was browsing the forums here, and so the seed was already planted so to speak. I was already a little randy.

I've seen videos of people doing "cervix pounding," and I almost cramp up just watching it. I don't know how some people can do that and enjoy it. When taking Xar, for me it is imperative that I am at the right angle, and even then, I still am not able to take him comfortably. There's a point that I can get to, and it almost feels like a rubber-like texture right before the knot happens. Of course once I do pass that point, I am filled and can only hold him a few seconds before my body says "Nope!"

Coming back to the angle thing, my partner can't toy Xar to knot with me, because it requires such careful finesse, its impossible to say "up/down/etc" real-time like that.

Thanks for this reply too! It's really helpful to be able to ask these things and have experienced people answer. Especially from someone that takes more than is common, lengthwise.

Learning what angle works for someone must account for a lot. I can see how with XL Xar you walk a fine line and have to do it yourself.

I've had that experience of not being able to keep my max knot size in too. The legacy Breeder in large usually had to come back out after 5 seconds. One time I had an exception and rode it for 40 seconds or so well through an orgasm. XL Nox could stay it, but I wasn't dealing with a depth struggle by accomodating a little over half of the shaft.

[Noll]

Yesterday, I spent the day in a sad aroused state. What is that? It's an entire day I spent horny with no relief whatsoever. I was supposed to work but my mind kept returning to some fantasies of mine. My vag was clenching and my clit throbbing so hard that I almost came multiple times. There were definitely moments I was staring into space, pupils blown and mind foggy with utter excitement. I tried but I could not. fucking. think. There was no way to focus and my body was clearly giving me the middle finger: "I don't give a damn about your deadlines, pay only attention to me!" Heck, I was so easily aroused that my own hornyness aroused me even more!

When I finally got home the thought that I would be able to find relief soon cooled me down. Go figure. Trying to postpone the inevitable I grabbed my tentacle sleeve, plugged the Tango in and inserted it. It felt alright and arousing but nothing intense enough to get me off. After spending about twenty more minutes on my plateau without managing to tip over the edge I finally relented and spent the next twenty ones alternating external clit stim and oral play, sucking it off until I gagged and starting over. When I decided to get serious and off I took my starlet and pondered about which toy to use. Echo was ruled out pretty quickly since I've been using him almost exclusively for the last few weeks. Time for some change. My mind went directly to Nova, but somehow, when I reached my shelves I grabbed and fooled myself by saying I would only use it as a warmup. I was so horny and slick at that point that it wouldn't be anough to statisfy me and I would have to move to Nova next. Suuure. I was so very sure about that that I forgot to even take Nova with me.

Second mistake was kneeling on the bed and using Echo in "easy mode": balls and curve facing my clit. The moment it touched my lower lips I stopped fooling myself about the warmup play. This was game. I lowered myself on him and the sheer feeling of his head starting to penetrate me made me choke on a relieved sob while letting out a high pitched moan that suspiciously sounded like a hissing "yesssssss!" At that point I had no choice but to stop or come right there and then, my vag was already spasming uncontrollably. Not that it helped in the long run. I was desperate. I barely got passed the bulge and thrusted once, twice before I exploded or what felt like it. And I came hard once, twice, thrice, and again, and again, clenching desperately on him and coming again until I had to rip evrything off me and was left falling face first on my bed, panting and drenchend in sweat, lube dripping out. A few seconds later my clit throbbed with interest but I didn't have the time or motivation to go at it once more so I catched my breath and went on with my day.

[KnotyDes]

Had a session with my xl Moko. My plan was to use it to stretch/warm up for sone other toy, but it just felt too damn good. It doesn't really make much sense either, Mojo is a very simple toy. Its well tapered, girthy, has good length and the curve is ok. It doesn't really have much textures, there are the "barbs" but I don't really feel them. Its just a plain toy, but damn does it hit great spots. I am just content riding 3/4 of its shaft for as long as I want. And if i want to change things up a bit the last 1/4 of the shaft is super thick, comfortable and feels fantastic. I must have spent a hour last night just riding this wonderfull beast.

I'm a bit dissapointed that I didnt get a chance to train on Solatok or Prince Charming, but heck Moko was just pushing all the right buttons.

[Noll]

The libido is definitely getting tamer: only two sessions today. But that also may be due to the fact I'm super tired and got little time for myself, so I'll see.

For the longest time I've been considering Hobbs a softie. A nice sweet curved toy, a gentle giant. I often joke that Hobbs is the softer part of the character it belongs to. Well, I hadn't used him in while so I decided to give him a go. He showed me.

In my last memory of him, I remembered taking him straight up without any warmup or foreplay. In my last memory of him I could take Crackers quite easily. That was over a month ago. A month I spent playing with nothing bigger than my medium Echo.

So I lubed mah boI up and directed his head inside me and it didn't get in. Like, at all. So I lubed myself and him some more, and... nope. Nothing. I had to set him upright and lower myself. And then, finally, he popped in. And by "popped in" I mean sucker-punched in. The air came out of my lungs in a gasp. It was intense. Too intense. Like stretched to the point of being slightly painful. And that coronal ridge. *hgnnff* I got a fourth of the shaft in before I came. Really hard. And I had to pop him out soon.

I didn't even feel sore for five minutes so it was all good.


I was horny /again/ yesterday evening and this time I stayed carefully away from Echo. I think I wasn't horny enough to just wanting it to end like I have on the previous days when my neither regions were painfully throbbing. No, yesterday I was at that comfortable level of arousal that makes me want to take my time.

So I selected Sleipnir, Nova and Pretzal. Since I like Sleipnir the least, my plan was to start with him for warmup then move on to Pretzal to tease myself and stretch before moving on to Nova that I haven't managed to knot yet. Well, I slowly read erotica while rubbing my labia with Sleip shaft before lubing him up and slowly pressing the head against my core without really trying make him penetrate me. I slowly applied pressure in tandem with the action going on in the text until Sleip's head just popped in and made me moan. I slowly, so very slowly thrusted him and the ridge of his fat head rubbed against each and every sensitive spot on my front wall. But I did not hurry. It was slowly nice and that slight curve hit my aspot until I came with a shudder and a sigh.

So Sleipnir in firm was a good idea. It just requires to be a bit more aroused or gentle and some imagination to make it work. So maybe not so great a fit for impatient me.

[KnotyDes]

I had a pretty long session yesterday with Moko Prince Charming(PC) and Solatok. I was hoping that I would be able to take Solatok's knot, but oh boy was it not happening. I am a bit out of practice it seems.

Started off just relaxing on Moko. None of that thrusting shenanigans that "ruined" my last session. I just took my time and let my body accept the toy at its own pace while i was comfortable in a kneeling position. Nice and slow. If you don't know anything about XL Moko its a lot thicker than what BD lists. BD says that the shaft "only" is 4" thick, what they don't say is that the base of the shaft reaches about 4.5" thick. It feels amazing to take Moko fully and surprisingly comfortable as well.

After Moko came PC. Not gonna lie PC isn't my favorite toy, the bumps are a bit too much for me during training sessions. For me riding it isn't satisfying either since its so short and thick. But it is 5" thick and reasonable tapered and its what i got so i'm using it. After lots of lube and a good about of relaxing i found my way to about 2 inches from the base, super intense to be spread by something that thick. I pulled off to relube then sat back down, this time i kinda got hung up. the head wouldn't go where i needed it to, but it did finds some magic button inside of me that brought me over the edge and made me climax. Dang.

I generally tighten back up after i climax, I have learned that further girth training is not really gonna happen. I still gave Solatok a good ride though. those plate on the underside of the shaft paired with that ridiculously thick and blunt head does a lot of very interesting things let me tell you. Even so i was pretty wore out by the this time, I could only play with Solatok for about ten, fifteen minutes before i threw in the towel and started cleaning up.

Over all a very good session. the next time i plan of training i think I will definitely be "warming up" with my Cassius inflatable knot. Maybe even spend more time trying to conquer my Boss Hogg or Sleipnir. Or maybe i just need to give my XL Flint or Crackers a good ride. Now that i am getting back into girth training, who knows?

[Crazyguy1990]

Knotted my Medium Fenrir and Medium Roland using my own saliva as lube.
Although it was amazing, it's not preferable to actual lube.
Still, knowing that I can get as horny as that is amazing to me.

[KnotyDes]

Knotted my Medium Fenrir and Medium Roland using my own saliva as lube.
Although it was amazing, it's not preferable to actual lube.
Still, knowing that I can get as horny as that is amazing to me.

that's a good duo to DP with. i did the same thing with both of mine, but could never get both knotted. I could only get one knotted at a time. I never did it with spit though. I have however knotted my XL tucker using only saliva, once. Would not try again.

[KnotyDes]

I had a very intense session with my with some of my Mr. H toys, El Rey tonight was tonight's star. It wasn't too fancy, but sometimes keeping things simple works best.

I started things of by warming up a bit with my Cyclops, found that my body was particularly loose/relaxed. this meant that instead of further warming up with Thor's Hammer I went right to El Rey. Even so, i decided to take my time. Instead of riding this wonderful toy immediately, i lay back and slowly inserted it by hand. Not gonna lie, playing with a toy this thick and long is not very easy. It takes a fair amount of force and "relaxing" as well as a bit of awkward positioning to insert this bad boy. This means insertion is kinda a slow process, it also means that I get savor every single inch very very slowly. After i get about 3/4 of the toy in me a hold it there and let my body get used to the size, this thing is quite large btw and damn does it feel good. After a good while i withdrew El Rey rotated it 180, so the underside of the shaft is facing "up." the way the toy is designed makes the underside of the shaft press into my p spot very nicely. Still, i am doing this to stretch out. Even so i could resist trying to thrust with it, not much came of it unfortunately, the toys just too long and thick. Now it time to ride, started off cowboy, slowly worked my way to within 2" from the base. then started so slowly riding El Rey, gradually picking up the pace, after a few minutes i got a good rhythm going, pure bliss, until at the end of one particularly long upstroke the toy decided to expel itself and then proceeded to flop around a bit. Oh well, more lube and a reposition, now in reverse cowboy. I began again. i rode this thing hard for a good ten minute straight, by now my thigh's are on fire and i was getting a bit overwhelmed. so I stopped, sunk down on El Rey until i was comfortable and finished myself off by hand.

Very happy atm, basking in the post amazing session glow.

[KnotyDes]

So far I like Blaze. its filling, comfortable and the shape let me hit sweet spots. after a bit of experimenting i have found to enjoy it very much ridding cowboy. the curve lets the head and bulge/knot press into my p spot from two different sides and with the way the shaft curves allows for the toy "let off" the pressure. this means its very comfortable, yet still provides ample stimulation. While in reverse cowboy the curve on the underside of the shaft coupled with the toys thickness provides a lot of intense pressure/stimulation. Not bad but a bit too overwhelming for me to ride for long periods of time.

[Bye Curiosity]

So far I like Blaze. its filling, comfortable and the shape let me hit sweet spots. after a bit of experimenting i have found to enjoy it very much ridding cowboy. the curve lets the head and bulge/knot press into my p spot from two different sides and with the way the shaft curves allows for the toy "let off" the pressure. this means its very comfortable, yet still provides ample stimulation. While in reverse cowboy the curve on the underside of the shaft coupled with the toys thickness provides a lot of intense pressure/stimulation. Not bad but a bit too overwhelming for me to ride for long periods of time.

I’m getting a small blaze this Monday. It’s in 5 firmness. Have any tips?

[KnotyDes]

So far I like Blaze. its filling, comfortable and the shape let me hit sweet spots. after a bit of experimenting i have found to enjoy it very much ridding cowboy. the curve lets the head and bulge/knot press into my p spot from two different sides and with the way the shaft curves allows for the toy "let off" the pressure. this means its very comfortable, yet still provides ample stimulation. While in reverse cowboy the curve on the underside of the shaft coupled with the toys thickness provides a lot of intense pressure/stimulation. Not bad but a bit too overwhelming for me to ride for long periods of time.

I’m getting a small blaze this Monday. It’s in 5 firmness. Have any tips?

makes sure to warm up before hand, use plenty of lube. other than that the toy inserts pretty easy, the bulge is not far down the shaft so prepare to get spread quickly. as with every new toy experiment with different positions until you find what works for you. thats about it

[SparkyRaegun]

Here’s some photos.

Omg that Crackers is BEAUTIFUL!

[SparkyRaegun]

So a few things have happened in the time that I've been away - I've developed a liking for oversharing and telling strangers I just meet about my silicone toy family, - and I officially hilted Echo. But I'm gonna start with the negatives and work to the positives--

I've found that I have a weird, honest dislike for fingering myself. Like idk, its like? The weird, organ-y feel and not knowing what I'm touching exactly? Like I get concerned over what I'm touching (cervix, walls, what is that ridge there? what's that?) but when I used my spritz to simulate when he was saying he was fingering her in the CD, it was so much better and wasn't anxiety-causing.

Lowkey disappointed that for whatever reason the motor in my bad dragon vibrator has started feeling the need to SCREECH when I have it turned on, or like if its already on and its being quiet and I move it somehow, it just makes buzzy screaming noises. I'd gotten it second hand, and the person said at the time it was like 1-2 years old, and by now it'd probably be approaching 2-3 now, and I guess should be expected for it to give out like it did, yeah? But I'm still concerned about if I get a new one if it'll start screaming before it hits the 2-3 year mark, albeit with that I'm not sure if maybe I should look into buying the We-Vibe Tango I keep hearing about, or if there are other, cheaper alternatives that still have potential to last appropriately and all.

I know I'd heard about yall 'warming up' with toys, but I initially thought it'd be kinda dumb for me to need to really warm up, right? My toys are mini's for christ's sake, right? WRONG

I was following an 18+ drama cd that someone thankfully translated with eng subtitles, and they started with a vibrator, so I turned to my lil vibe spritz, right? And then when it came for /him/ to be inserted, I turned to Echo and, albeit I had to take stops along the way, be more gentle and loving with my thrusts than I would like to be able to handle, but then it just happened.. I was able to push him all the way in, no pain, no stretch, my cervix wasn't being punched and I didn't even feel an ache afterward either.. Not to mention, when he finished and went on about how she was his in the drama cd and she finished and I finished.. It was so intense.. I actually cried, lmao.. Like.. 85% was a proud/happy/intense feeling/emotional cry, 15% was a sad "will anyone ever love me like that?" cry, but over all.. 10/10 experience.. I'm still so proud of myself and happy.

On a side note//a bit off topic- I think I've found how much I prefer reading/listening over watching, too, and I think that has helped me reach the point in my arousal where my cervix wakes up and is like "mkay hun, I'll move over". Which doesn't really surprise me. I'm a pretty sound-oriented person, as I realize. My music is what keeps me going, waking up, going to work, walking home/thru the park, working out, even now as I type this. ( ironically I hate those 'satisfying' ASMR videos -- they bother my ears for some reason ) With that though! I think I've found the right point in my cycle where my cervix is happier to move out of the way too- although it could have been more about the arousal at the time. Time will tell, I suppose.

[Scorpio]

I'd second the reading/listening. It does leave more for your imagination and probably more for your mind to work with, while watching is more passive.

[Bye Curiosity]

Here’s some photos.

Omg that Crackers is BEAUTIFUL!

Thank you! I had to get opal. That coloring is so beautiful...

[Noll]

It's been awhile so I'm crosposting this with DM.

I recieved my Lust Arts suction cup a few days ago, and what better way to break in the new accessory if not by getting my favourite toy out? Well I got Echo and suctioned it. The extra length added to Echo natural floppiness by, lite, a lot, and there went my plan to be able to take it doggy style. Echo was pressing uncomfortably hard against my front wall so I had to lean foward a little. And more. And more until I had a cheek resting on the floor almost between my knees and was almost folded in half.

I slid slowly on Echo shaft for a long while then broke out Nova and rode him. The segmented section of his shaft felt so good wen I inserted it that it almost made me cry. I'm still very far from being able to knot him so I rode him without any care or objective. My monstruous lover wanted to breed me and the brush of each segment when I pulled up and down was a testament on how reluctant they were to let me go before the big finish. Head thrown back I continued to ride him, mouth wide open in a silent stream of noises that the deliciousness of Nova robbed me off.

I then grabbed Bruce with which have had mixed feelings in the last few months. He was delicious. I sucked him off for a wile, enjoying the texture of one shaft in my mouth while giving a handjob to the other one to lube him up. I gagged and drooled until I could wait no more and impaled myself on the lubbed shaft while gripping the other one so that delicious ridgey texture would tease my clit as I rode him. I moaned, sighed and giggled and almost came about half a dozen times times.

When I felt I could not resist anymore I ripped myself off of Bruce and panted in frustration while oserving the string of lube joining us.

After I was sure I had come down from this heightened state of utter excitement I grabbed my womanizer and prepared myseld for a very unsatisfying orgasm. I turned it up until I trashed around, back arched, drooling and my vag desperately clenching for something. Anything. All the while feeling desperately empty. I kept the starlet on me until wave after wave of too powerful pleasure came over me. Until I clenched so hard it almost felt like I had that much needed dick inside me, whishing I had one. I spasmed and made high pitched noises. Then threw the damn thing away from me when it became too much.

As I laid on the floor, still spasming from little after orgasms, I felt so satisfed but not sated. So very angry and horny of having deprived myself of a good dick inside me. It was fucking perfect.

[SparkyRaegun]

If I wasn't so impatient and all about clitoral stimulation I would probably have had already gotten my body way more used to penetration than being able to take a mini echo tbh pffff. Last night I barely got to Echo's ridge before I caved and gave in to desire. uwu
The thought reminds me of those typical BDSM orgasm denial scenarios and teasing though. Before I used to think "what's the fun in that? fuck that lol" now I get why it's necessary and how it's very much so not just sadistic denial but also preparing for what's to come.

Paired with that-- I find that it feels different to penetrate with my legs more closed versus being spread open?

Had a session earlier today when I had the house to myself with Spritz helping to warm me up ('fingering me' if you will, to follow the drama CD because I don't like the feeling of my innards) and then lubing Echo up so he could, after being warmed up in a mason jar of warm water-- I only wish the warmth had lasted a bit longer because when I finally got started and all into it the sensation of warmth was pretty much gone.

When I was satisfied via letting Echo pound in sync with a great Hitoshi Shinso x Listener audio bit , I kinda just let him sit inside me for a bit, all the way to the hilt.

I think next time I might want to have a couple toys to 'alternate' between being used and getting warmed up--

[SparkyRaegun]

As I laid on the floor, still spasming from little after orgasms, I felt so satisfed but not sated. So very angry and horny of having deprived myself of a good dick inside me. It was fucking perfect.

This sounds so much like my experiences where I orgasm too early or can't stop myself when I want to make things last longer -- The orgasm comes. But It could be so much better..

[Noll]

This sounds so much like my experiences where I orgasm too early or can't stop myself when I want to make things last longer -- The orgasm comes. But It could be so much better..

I have some quite smilar experiences. My orgasms just get better when I take my time/edge for a while, but most of the time when I start I just can't help it and then I come as quickly as possible, and when it's the case, they don't feel quite nearly as great as they could, and it's even more frustrating.

But sometimes, I do kinda like this frustration too.

[SparkyRaegun]

I finally built up the courage to use Spritz -- Plus tried a little anal play with the lil vibe Spritz-- not my most favorite sensation, but a sensation nonetheless. Alternated thrusting. Today I walked around a bit with lil spritz acting like a plug, which honestly was more arousing than thrusting him in me. Speaking of thrusting though - I couldn't knot Spritz, even after using Echo for a while to warm up and then when I felt I was ready Spritz slid in with.. No trouble at all. Up until the knot of course, but no pain, not even really a feeling of stretch, no hitting or stabbing my cervix like I feared. I think it might not have been as intense, but that could have been because Echo is a medium firmness and Spritz is a soft boi, but that could very well have had helped me a looot.

Super happy with myself about it all though Making progress!!